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Cindy, Quintella, me, & front center Martha
In my mind today, I have lots of situations in Sal the ALS Gal's world that need attention. There are loose ends which need tied everywhere! I need to make calls, make lists, organize my calendar, and run errands. Ack! I'm drowning! I had to literally force myself to open my meditation materials first before diving into the tangled web of loose ends that are looming over me. I hear the back row snickering because Sal the Cool as a Cucumber Gal is having a bit of a meltdown.
As I read and cleared my mind, I read about Jonah being tossed into the raging sea, a person being forgiven of a huge debt then messing it up by choking someone who owed him a small sum, and forgiving those who hurt you not just seven times but infinity times seven. Here's the kicker. We need to forgive them even if they hurt us over and over in the same way. I hear you back row. Sometimes people make you want to choke them and toss them overboard. Here's the big BUT; we have to act with humility, kindness, forgiveness, and mercy. I heard someone say, "This is whack! Why?" The more we open our hearts to humility and mercy, the better person we become. It's not for the person hurting you but for your salvation. Yes front row it does sound like an oxymoron. Look it up back row!
While reading and thinking, my worries began to literally shrink in importance. I reminded myself that I just needed to focus on one loose end at a time. Then I read something that "shook" me. Do you know what words Jesus said more than any other? My guess was to love your neighbor as yourself. Wrong! It was "Be not afraid." When I read this Sal the Show-tunes Gal immediately started sing the hymn "Be not afraid." He does go before us always. If we come to Him, he will give us rest. He is with us tangled in the loose ends of our daily struggles. Call me crazy or Sal the Cuckoo Gal, but I not only believe this I feel it. So many times He comes to my rescue to help me tie my loose ends. One thing is for certain, I will not be afraid of loose ends, sickness, or death. Do you have problems looming over you? Is it at work? Is it a loved one fighting cancer? Has someone hurt you in any way? Have you had to let go of a loved one as they traversed to the other side of heaven? Is your schedule overbooked and you feel like giving up? Whatever the loose end or situation you are in I encourage you to "Be not afraid."
Sal the Fearless Gal
Dedicated to Quintella "Nessie" Dyson Rest In Peace sweet friend. You lived an amazing, big-hearted existence. You always had my back on the basketball court.
Brenda, Teresa, Tracy, Julie, and the many other amazing, hard-working, loving people fighting to "Be not afraid" as they look cancer in the face. You are heroes for all of us.
Quotes of the Day:
"It is not death that a man should fear, but he should fear never beginning to live."
"Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything - all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important."
"When your time comes to die, be not like those whose hearts are filled with fear of death, so that when their time comes they weep and pray for a little more time to live their lives over again in a different way. Sing your death song, and die like a hero going home."